frustrated with this ex-staff. seriously.

Today is just not my day. Couldn’t find a pair of stockings/socks to fix the biting issues of my new shoes. Left the house 18mins late. When I reach the bus stop, 83 just turned out and left. Decided to wait for 62, only to realise that I didn’t had my EZ Link card with me. Went home and came out again.

Then was inside the office fixing the new delivery schedule for cashier, then accidentally knock MY HEAD INTO THE EDGE OF THE OFFICE CUPBOARD. lucky no bleed, no faint. and while doing a cino, i scalded two of my fingers.

then got this EX STAFF LOOKING FOR JEREMY KOK, I replied he not available now. Then he asked for NEO KONG. I replied he’s not here. then ask me who’s on the line, i replied, Jac (knowing his identity). And he goes: OOOOHHHHH! MDM JAC AH. CAN YOU HELP ME GO SEE IF STARHUB OPEN LIAO NOT?!. like wtf. is the restaurant a hotline for you? please check it yourself, and dont bothering us. to which he replied: EH MDM JAC, YOU DONCH BU-WEE MEEEEEE!.

like HELLO?! nobody likes to talk to you now because you keep calling us to do this to do that and you are AFFECTING our work. and our restaurant number isn’t a HOTLINE for you to call to keep talking to our staff about WHAT PHONES YOU WANT TO BUY NOR WHAT PHONES ARE GOOD. starhub is just NEXT DOOR, SINGTEL IS JUST OPP AND M1 IS JUST UPSTAIRS! GO ASK THEM YOURSELF! and BY THE WAY, our RM has given instructions to call the security should you come down and disturb ANY OF OUR STAFFS again. so, please dont come and disturb us again. bye.

sorry. i dont appreciate your help

I hate it when people tell me they can UNDERSTAND how I feel.

How do you know HOW I feel just on words I have said? My choice of words may not be of the same frequency of your choice of words.

If you studied Sociology, you would understand. But I don’t think you did. You could ask your girlfriend about it.

You have NEVER lived a day of my life living me, how can you say you could understand how I feel?

You had your family members’ support in whatever you do. Your parents doesn’t control what you do. Your girlfriend doesn’t control either. You have sufficient money to get through your daily life. You are fiercely independent. You have a fantastic love life. WHO ARE YOU TO COMMENT ABOUT ME? Just because you feel you could counsel me like you used to?

oh fuck it. stop using reverse psychology on me. its super annoying. thanks.

Punctuality – Endangered or Extinct?

I dont know what exactly sparked it within me. Somehow. Someway. Sometime. It just came. It struck me hard – Why am I always waiting for people?

Like what Vanessa said, it could be the values we were taught since young. Applying what we had learnt this afternoon during our PSOC class. Different families may have different emphasize on different values. I have to understand that. I have to respect that.

I was taught to be respectful to our elders. Mummy always insist on half an hour to two hours travelling time so that we will be early. I had been brought up that way. It has been natural that depending on the length of the journey, i will always be 15-30 mins early.

I am a VERY impatient person. I think that is a known fact to everyone who know me.

I can’t stand slow walkers. I can’t stand road hogging. I can’t stand people who simply love to take their own sweet time and has absolute no sense of urgency.

85% of the time, even after a big meal, I will walking very quickly. The rest of the time, when I am simply too sick to do so.

I took the initiative to inform beforehand that I will be late. It could be I missed the bus, it could be I’m having a bad stomach (which happens all the time) or even I overslept. I think its out of respect for the person I am going to meet that I will be late, and he/she won’t be waiting aimlessly like an idiot not knowing what time I will be arriving.

For the unfortunate few who still think that I am nice to wait for you without any complaints, I’m afraid that not gonna happen anymore. I’ve had enough and that’s why I am speaking out now.

I appreciate those who took the trouble to text me or to call me that they will be late. That’s very nice of you, I appreciate that a lot, really. (though I still grumble silently under my breath, OOPS!)

Be it you are my best friend, close friend, girl friend or boy friend, there is  no exceptions.

I am fine with you being occasionally late and you informed me about it beforehand, like 30mins before. And not you are meeting me at 3pm, then u text me at 2.45pm – I just left the house. Unless you are absolutely sure you can reach within the next 20minutes.

But at the moment, after so much grumbling, I still cant stand habitual late comers.

If there’s a law for it, I would have make it a death penalty offence. Yes, that’s exactly how fussy I am about punctuality.

AT YOUR OWN RISK

SHE AND THE WAITING GAME.
YOU CAN JOIN THE GAME.
BUT SHE CONTROLS THE GAME.

oh wadever.

since i had already live with it for years, i should just continue living with it with the rest of my life.

Follow up for my fractured toe

As mentioned in my earlier post, I was to go back for a follow up treatment for my tweeny weeny fracture.

And so, I was back at CGH. 11.30am was my appointment. As part of the precautionary measures for H1N1, the usual questions gotta be answered – all with a no. Grab a mask and off you go for screening at the thermal scanner.

I went to do another x-ray at the basement. And went back to see the doctor another time.

Good thing is that my fracture is heal much more than before. But not yet completely healed yet, that’s why on and off I still experience some pain, and I am unable to squat without my 2 feet on the ground.

The scratches (“cracks-like”) on the bone were lesser. And new bones are forming around the fractured bone. There were also white calluses around, which explained by the doctor are signs of healing.

As encouraged, I still gotta wrap my toes up so as to speed up the process.  Humph.

Pretty efficient I should say. I was out of the hospital within 2 hours.

BAD thing?

The next appointment is right on my 21st birthday. 23 July 2009. WTH!